I couldn’t take it anymore. I woke up thinking about girl #1. I tried going back to sleep. Could only think about girl #1. I’m so tired of missed opportunities and being afraid of rejection and my utter lack of assertiveness. Every time I see her my mind goes blank because all I want to do is tell her how much I like her.

So I asked her out. Via Facebook. Because that’s the only way that I could actually say what I wanted to say without stumbling over words or drawing a complete blank. I think that, since we’re both introverted, it’s best that way.

Now we wait for a response. If it’s a yes, great. If it’s a no, at least I know. That’s better than spending every waking moment doubting myself and wondering.


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